Merry Christmas to all! I just returned home from my third (yes, you read that right) Christmas Eve service of the day. One of our family traditions has been to attend the 11 pm service somewhere, then open one gift before heading to bed. After my brother and I went to college, we stopped this tradition as a family, but I still enjoy the late service on my own. There is something about singing "Silent Night" by candlelight.
As I sat in the late service tonight, I couldn't help but compare the services I participated in today. Two of them were at the church at which I am a member--heavily attended, songs projected on the wall, lights, worship band, people raising hands as we sang, light shining from real candles (btw, with 200-300 candles, there really was no need for house lights!). The third service was held at a more traditional, denominational church--fewer people, songs from a hymnal or printed sheet, liturgy, piano music, and light from battery powered candles.
While there were obvious differences between the services, there were also many similarities--Christmas greetings, familiar faces, families worshipping together. The most important similarity was this: people gathering corporately to celebrate the birth of our Savior, Jesus Christ, God coming in the form of man for one purpose: to redeem mankind from a life of sin so that we may live eternally. I was reminded tonight that it doesn't matter where or how we worship. What matters is that we worship the Living God, Creator and Sustainer of life, Who sent His Son to save us. This Son Who had to live a perfect life as a man, had to come in the form of a man. He had to be tempted and tested and tried. He had to die a suffering death as a living sacrifice so that we may be redeemed.
I'll close with Paul's thoughts on Christ from Philippians 2:5-11 (ESV):
Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore, God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess tht Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Thursday, December 17, 2009
B.U.S.Y.
I've learned something the past few days, even weeks. Something I think I've been avoiding, even denying, about my life. I like to be busy. I enjoy doing "things": get togethers, meetings, practices, worship services, service opportunities. If something sounds interesting, or challenging, or fun, then I'll more than likely say yes, regardless of what is already on the schedule. Until it comes to the point when I'm physically exhausted, mentally drained, and emotionally broken. That happened last week, and I have realized that I haven't been filling my time with what God wants. I haven't carved out the time for HIM in my schedule. I haven't been seeking HIM. I've carved out time to take on an additional volunteer responsibility at church. I've carved out time to spend on FaceBook and to watch TV shows. I've made time to shop and attend parties and gatherings. But, I haven't spent the time I NEED to spend with God. Yes, it's the holidays and all (at least most) of these things are a result of that, but some things are a creation of my desire to be busy.
I heard it said one time that being busy is "Being Under Satan's Yoke." The thing about satan's yoke is that it will break you down, usually slowly and without us being aware. We eventually feel the strain and stress physically, emotionally, and even spiritually. Instead of falling into this trap (and I've done it more than once), we should live lives that are full--full of Christ, filled with His Holy Spirit, and even overflowing into the lives of others.
I have to make some serious changes to my schedule over the next few weeks, including telling some one that I cannot, at this time, serve in their area of ministry (though I want to). As a professor once said, it's not a question of bad and good, but a question of what is good and what is best. All of the things I've scheduled for the next two weeks are good, but which of them are best for my relationship with Christ and my ability to serve Him and show Him to those around me? My challenge to you is to do the same thing: look at your schedule (or your children's) and determine what is BEST.
I heard it said one time that being busy is "Being Under Satan's Yoke." The thing about satan's yoke is that it will break you down, usually slowly and without us being aware. We eventually feel the strain and stress physically, emotionally, and even spiritually. Instead of falling into this trap (and I've done it more than once), we should live lives that are full--full of Christ, filled with His Holy Spirit, and even overflowing into the lives of others.
I have to make some serious changes to my schedule over the next few weeks, including telling some one that I cannot, at this time, serve in their area of ministry (though I want to). As a professor once said, it's not a question of bad and good, but a question of what is good and what is best. All of the things I've scheduled for the next two weeks are good, but which of them are best for my relationship with Christ and my ability to serve Him and show Him to those around me? My challenge to you is to do the same thing: look at your schedule (or your children's) and determine what is BEST.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Worship
On many a Sunday morning, I find myself commenting about the amazing (or not-so amazing) time of worship brought to us by whichever team is up. As a matter of fact, I did so today. And, in truth, it was a great worship service: amazing leader (who is interviewing for the position), great band and back-up singers, nicely blended sound mix and lighting. Such a setting creates an easy atmosphere for worship. I can create a worship setting at home as well. All I need is a praise CD and a CD player or my computer, and a few minutes of uninterrupted time with no distractions. This, too, can be fairly easy to set up. However, what about those times when we face constant distractions? The kids are too noisy or are fighting, the phone keeps ringing, our mind continually wanders? In other words, what about every day life? Can we worship in the midst of all that we do? The easy answer is yes, we can worship as we do the dishes and cook dinner. But let's be realistic. How many of us actually DO that? The answer we KNOW to be right in our minds is not always what is practiced in our hearts.
I work the sound board for a worship team at church. This requires practice once a week and all day one Sunday every four. I am also an "active" worshipper, in that I like to raise my hands, clap, close my eyes and get "lost" in the moment. This is not possible when I'm in charge of making sure no one creates feedback, making sure the mix/blend is as close to perfect as possible, thinking ahead to the next step or task for the morning. Therefore, it is important that I worship alone prior to Sunday morning worship. While I know this is the thing I should do, it often gets overlooked in the busyness of the week. This week was no exception. I left an amazing physical environment for worship and now face a whole week where I am responsible to create that opportunity for myself. I must be in tune with God, sensing His prompting to step outside of my schedule and into His. Then, regardless of my responsibilities, when Sunday rolls around, I know that I have met my Lord and communed with Him.
As we face full (even over-full) schedules in the coming weeks toward Christmas, can we set aside a few minutes to worship God? Can we sing a praise song as we clean or offer a prayer of thanksgiving as we drive to work? Can I reflect on God's goodness as I walk the halls at school? God can, and does, meet us in these places. All we have to do is be open and give Him allowance to meet with us.
I work the sound board for a worship team at church. This requires practice once a week and all day one Sunday every four. I am also an "active" worshipper, in that I like to raise my hands, clap, close my eyes and get "lost" in the moment. This is not possible when I'm in charge of making sure no one creates feedback, making sure the mix/blend is as close to perfect as possible, thinking ahead to the next step or task for the morning. Therefore, it is important that I worship alone prior to Sunday morning worship. While I know this is the thing I should do, it often gets overlooked in the busyness of the week. This week was no exception. I left an amazing physical environment for worship and now face a whole week where I am responsible to create that opportunity for myself. I must be in tune with God, sensing His prompting to step outside of my schedule and into His. Then, regardless of my responsibilities, when Sunday rolls around, I know that I have met my Lord and communed with Him.
As we face full (even over-full) schedules in the coming weeks toward Christmas, can we set aside a few minutes to worship God? Can we sing a praise song as we clean or offer a prayer of thanksgiving as we drive to work? Can I reflect on God's goodness as I walk the halls at school? God can, and does, meet us in these places. All we have to do is be open and give Him allowance to meet with us.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Knowing
I don't watch too many movies--could count the number of movies I've seen in the last six months on one hand, and this includes rentals. However, I've discovered the wonder that is redbox, and have used it twice now to fill long Saturday evenings at home. I got online to check out what they had today, and made my selection before heading to get it. I chose "Knowing" with Nicholas Cage, mostly because I enjoy his movies and partly because the story line sounded interesting. I'm going to try to not ruin the ending as I share my thoughts on this movie.
The basic storyline is that Cage's character discovers a sheet of paper covered with numbers, written in 1959. Cage deciphers the writing and attempts to prevent some disasters along the way. However, I think the underlying theme is more important, and thought-provoking, than the main plot. Thorughout the movie, Cage wrestles with whether everything happens by chance or plan. Mysterious men appear, a boy hears voices and sees visions. A little too eerie for my taste, at times. However, the end was worth it. I'm going to have to pose a spoiler alert. If you want, but haven't, seen this movie, you may want to stop reading, then come back to finish this post when you have.
The movie ends with Cage's son and a friend being escorted onto a spaceship by these mysterious men. The men tell the boy that his dad cannot come, only the ones who have been called may join them. The men then shed their human form and take on forms that only resemble humans in shape--no features save for an ethereal glow and lightwaves resembling wings. The boy tells his father that the men were only going to protect them, that the men were always protecting them. Earth is consumed in a super solarflare, and boy and girl are safely deposited on another planet, running toward a massive tree.
So, as I watch this movie through the worldview of Christianity (thank you, Drs. Kurka, Knopp, and Castelein), it didn't take much for me to make the connections. 1. The mysterious men represented angels 2. The space ship represented the taking up of believers (not necessarily as we Christians would define believers, however) 3. The numbers represent prophecy, specifically of the endtimes 4. The new planet represents a "new heaven and new earth" (again, not necessarily as Christians would define it) 5. The tree represents the tree of knowledge of good and evil 6. The idea of a father parting with his son to save humanity is not new--it's woven the pages of the world's most enduring Book, and offers true salvation for ALL who believe.
My final thought is this: whether or not the final days of mankind will be scientifically explained, whether or not angels appear as they did in the movie, are we ready for that great and glorious day? Are we spreading the word, so that many may join us?
The basic storyline is that Cage's character discovers a sheet of paper covered with numbers, written in 1959. Cage deciphers the writing and attempts to prevent some disasters along the way. However, I think the underlying theme is more important, and thought-provoking, than the main plot. Thorughout the movie, Cage wrestles with whether everything happens by chance or plan. Mysterious men appear, a boy hears voices and sees visions. A little too eerie for my taste, at times. However, the end was worth it. I'm going to have to pose a spoiler alert. If you want, but haven't, seen this movie, you may want to stop reading, then come back to finish this post when you have.
The movie ends with Cage's son and a friend being escorted onto a spaceship by these mysterious men. The men tell the boy that his dad cannot come, only the ones who have been called may join them. The men then shed their human form and take on forms that only resemble humans in shape--no features save for an ethereal glow and lightwaves resembling wings. The boy tells his father that the men were only going to protect them, that the men were always protecting them. Earth is consumed in a super solarflare, and boy and girl are safely deposited on another planet, running toward a massive tree.
So, as I watch this movie through the worldview of Christianity (thank you, Drs. Kurka, Knopp, and Castelein), it didn't take much for me to make the connections. 1. The mysterious men represented angels 2. The space ship represented the taking up of believers (not necessarily as we Christians would define believers, however) 3. The numbers represent prophecy, specifically of the endtimes 4. The new planet represents a "new heaven and new earth" (again, not necessarily as Christians would define it) 5. The tree represents the tree of knowledge of good and evil 6. The idea of a father parting with his son to save humanity is not new--it's woven the pages of the world's most enduring Book, and offers true salvation for ALL who believe.
My final thought is this: whether or not the final days of mankind will be scientifically explained, whether or not angels appear as they did in the movie, are we ready for that great and glorious day? Are we spreading the word, so that many may join us?
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Reconciliation
"So if you are offering your gift at the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go. First be reconciled to your brother, and then come and offer your gift." Matthew 5:23,24 ESV
The altar of sacrifice was located just outside the Holy Place at the temple. By the time of Jesus' ministry, the temple had three courts that one must pass through before entering the area of sacrifice. These areas were crowded with money-changers, merchants, and other people doing the "business" associated with the temple (and the ones with whom Jesus showed His anger). For a person to offer a sacrifice, he had to wend his way through the mobs of people. We've experienced mobs--sporting events, day-after-Thanksgiving shopping, rush-hour traffic. And, we know how people act--short tempered, hurried, bumping and jostling for a place in line. By the time a person entered the temple proper to offer his sacrifice, he was probably a little tired, the day nearly spent, and a smelly, noisy animal in tow. As he offers his animal to the priest, he remembers that his neighbor has something against him. His neighbor who lives on the other side of town. His neighbor who is not a believer, and who watches his actions. Here in Matthew, the worshipper is told to leave the sacrifice and go make things right with whomever has offense against him. Wow. Think about the application to our lives.
As we enter worship, whether corporately on Sundays or privately, if we have someone who has offense against us, that is angry because of our actions, we need to leave our worship setting and make things right with him/her. And that makes sense. Can we truly offer our sacrifice of worship to God, deepening our relationship with Him when we have resolvable issues in our other relationships. I can remember having "issues" with a friend a few years ago. We attended the same church. As we entered worship one Sunday, I realized that the difficulties in our friendship were preventing me from fully worshipping God. I had to stop singing, walk over to her and make things right before I could continue.
I do have a question about this though, one that arises from personal experience and a separate occurance in a friend's life. What if the other person doesn't want to reconcile? What if they are unwilling to work things out? Is the responsibility off my shoulders? Am I able to offer the sacrifice? Do we treat the situation as water under the bridge and move on? Do we burn the bridge, hoping to rebuild it at a later date? Also out of this, I wonder what the relationship between being hurt and being offended is? How are they related, or are they?
As we go through the week, let us consider the impact of what Jesus is saying here in Matthew. And, if you have any answers or opinions about the questions raised, let me know.
The altar of sacrifice was located just outside the Holy Place at the temple. By the time of Jesus' ministry, the temple had three courts that one must pass through before entering the area of sacrifice. These areas were crowded with money-changers, merchants, and other people doing the "business" associated with the temple (and the ones with whom Jesus showed His anger). For a person to offer a sacrifice, he had to wend his way through the mobs of people. We've experienced mobs--sporting events, day-after-Thanksgiving shopping, rush-hour traffic. And, we know how people act--short tempered, hurried, bumping and jostling for a place in line. By the time a person entered the temple proper to offer his sacrifice, he was probably a little tired, the day nearly spent, and a smelly, noisy animal in tow. As he offers his animal to the priest, he remembers that his neighbor has something against him. His neighbor who lives on the other side of town. His neighbor who is not a believer, and who watches his actions. Here in Matthew, the worshipper is told to leave the sacrifice and go make things right with whomever has offense against him. Wow. Think about the application to our lives.
As we enter worship, whether corporately on Sundays or privately, if we have someone who has offense against us, that is angry because of our actions, we need to leave our worship setting and make things right with him/her. And that makes sense. Can we truly offer our sacrifice of worship to God, deepening our relationship with Him when we have resolvable issues in our other relationships. I can remember having "issues" with a friend a few years ago. We attended the same church. As we entered worship one Sunday, I realized that the difficulties in our friendship were preventing me from fully worshipping God. I had to stop singing, walk over to her and make things right before I could continue.
I do have a question about this though, one that arises from personal experience and a separate occurance in a friend's life. What if the other person doesn't want to reconcile? What if they are unwilling to work things out? Is the responsibility off my shoulders? Am I able to offer the sacrifice? Do we treat the situation as water under the bridge and move on? Do we burn the bridge, hoping to rebuild it at a later date? Also out of this, I wonder what the relationship between being hurt and being offended is? How are they related, or are they?
As we go through the week, let us consider the impact of what Jesus is saying here in Matthew. And, if you have any answers or opinions about the questions raised, let me know.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Spiritual Gifts, Part 3
I know it's been a while, but here is the final installment of my musings on spiritual gifts. I have to admit to wanting to pull this, as I find I don't really have the time to invest in keeping this up as I want to. But, I'll keep at it--at least I have somewhere to record my thoughts.
The key New Testament passages on spiritual gifts are in First Corinthians--chapters 12-14. I've already covered chapter thirteen, and this time I'd like to look at the "bookends" of this passage. However, in order to understand the spiritual gifts, and their origin, we must first understand that the Holy Spirit is not a "new" thing in the New Testament. He, and I identify Him as such because He is part of the Trinity, is present throughout the Old Testament--at creation, throughout the age of the patriarchs (Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob), the captivities (Egypt and Babylon), and the prophets. He appears as a pillar of fire, a cloud of smoke, a stillness, as man, and a myriad of other images/forms. His coming is prophesied in Joel 2, where the prophet tells us that the Spirit will be poured out on all people, regardless of age/gender/nationality. That prophecy is primarily fulfilled in Acts 2, when tongues like fire descended on the occupants of the upper room. The prophecy is still under fulfillment--we experience the presence of the Spirit in worship and prayer. As followers of Christ, we receive the Holy Spirit when we accept Him (Jesus) as our Lord and Savior. Some would say that a "second baptism" of fire, as evidenced by speaking in tongues, is necessary for the Holy Spirit to work in our lives. I don't see that in Scripture, and so, if anyone can show me this, please do so. I feel the Holy Spirit can work in and through us. Tongues is but one of many gifts the Holy Spirit gives us.
We must not put this Spirit in a box. Chapter 12 of First Corinthians tells us that the Spirit gifts each one as He wills. ALL of the gifts are to be used for the building up (edification) of the Church. What an awesome idea--each individual with his/her gifts, working together with others to spread the message of salvation through Jesus Christ, encouraging one another as they do so, strengthening each others weaknesses. Unfortunately, two thousand years of church history has shown us that this topic, rather than unifying the church, has divided it.
I digress. There are many different kinds/types of spiritual gifts. There are outward gifts, inward gifts, visible and unseen gifts. One gifted in teaching is more visible than one gifted in service and helps. An intercessor may go unnoticed while the evangelist he prays for becomes known. We have to be careful not to edify one gift above another. No one gift is more important--except that of love, which we discussed last time. Obviously, the church in Corinth had the same problem some of our churches have today (there is nothing new under the sun, Solomon tells us in Ecclesiastes)--they promoted some gifts ahead of others. They had another problem--disorder. Paul lays out in chapter 14 some guidelines for the use of more outward gifts--limits, procedures, etc. I worshipped in a charismatic church for many years. I've seen improper use of the outward gifts (tongues, prophecy, healing, etc.). I've also seen the proper use of such gifts. The difference is amazing. It seemed to me the times of improper use were chaotic, drawn out, forced. The proper uses seemed to come "naturally" in the course of the service.
Another topic I want to briefly discuss is that of the "five-fold" ministry found in Ephesians 4. Paul tells us that God has given over some to be the "apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the shepherds (pastors), the teachers, to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ..." (ESV). The five-fold is not some higher level of ministry, as if God places us on different levels. Rather, it represents leadership who are to train ALL of us (saints) to minister and edify each other. I know some who place such emphasis on the five-fold that they seem to exclude those who disagree with them. Again, why do we have to be so divided? Why can't we recognize the giftings in others, regardless of our theology, and encourage one another in our walks and our ministries?
As I close out tonight, I want to encourage you to look at your life. Where has God gifted you? Are you using these gifts to build up the body? If not, what step can you take to exercise the gifts God has given you? I encourage you to find a place where you can work out your giftings. I know, from experience, that sitting on God's giftings in you will cause frustration, apathy, even a slow spiritual death. If you are unsure, ask a close friend, a mentor, a pastor, some one close enough to you that they can speak this truth to you. Seek out opportunities to use your gifts. Pray about them. Then, use them. Build up the body.
The key New Testament passages on spiritual gifts are in First Corinthians--chapters 12-14. I've already covered chapter thirteen, and this time I'd like to look at the "bookends" of this passage. However, in order to understand the spiritual gifts, and their origin, we must first understand that the Holy Spirit is not a "new" thing in the New Testament. He, and I identify Him as such because He is part of the Trinity, is present throughout the Old Testament--at creation, throughout the age of the patriarchs (Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob), the captivities (Egypt and Babylon), and the prophets. He appears as a pillar of fire, a cloud of smoke, a stillness, as man, and a myriad of other images/forms. His coming is prophesied in Joel 2, where the prophet tells us that the Spirit will be poured out on all people, regardless of age/gender/nationality. That prophecy is primarily fulfilled in Acts 2, when tongues like fire descended on the occupants of the upper room. The prophecy is still under fulfillment--we experience the presence of the Spirit in worship and prayer. As followers of Christ, we receive the Holy Spirit when we accept Him (Jesus) as our Lord and Savior. Some would say that a "second baptism" of fire, as evidenced by speaking in tongues, is necessary for the Holy Spirit to work in our lives. I don't see that in Scripture, and so, if anyone can show me this, please do so. I feel the Holy Spirit can work in and through us. Tongues is but one of many gifts the Holy Spirit gives us.
We must not put this Spirit in a box. Chapter 12 of First Corinthians tells us that the Spirit gifts each one as He wills. ALL of the gifts are to be used for the building up (edification) of the Church. What an awesome idea--each individual with his/her gifts, working together with others to spread the message of salvation through Jesus Christ, encouraging one another as they do so, strengthening each others weaknesses. Unfortunately, two thousand years of church history has shown us that this topic, rather than unifying the church, has divided it.
I digress. There are many different kinds/types of spiritual gifts. There are outward gifts, inward gifts, visible and unseen gifts. One gifted in teaching is more visible than one gifted in service and helps. An intercessor may go unnoticed while the evangelist he prays for becomes known. We have to be careful not to edify one gift above another. No one gift is more important--except that of love, which we discussed last time. Obviously, the church in Corinth had the same problem some of our churches have today (there is nothing new under the sun, Solomon tells us in Ecclesiastes)--they promoted some gifts ahead of others. They had another problem--disorder. Paul lays out in chapter 14 some guidelines for the use of more outward gifts--limits, procedures, etc. I worshipped in a charismatic church for many years. I've seen improper use of the outward gifts (tongues, prophecy, healing, etc.). I've also seen the proper use of such gifts. The difference is amazing. It seemed to me the times of improper use were chaotic, drawn out, forced. The proper uses seemed to come "naturally" in the course of the service.
Another topic I want to briefly discuss is that of the "five-fold" ministry found in Ephesians 4. Paul tells us that God has given over some to be the "apostles, the prophets, the evangelists, the shepherds (pastors), the teachers, to equip the saints for the work of ministry, for building up the body of Christ..." (ESV). The five-fold is not some higher level of ministry, as if God places us on different levels. Rather, it represents leadership who are to train ALL of us (saints) to minister and edify each other. I know some who place such emphasis on the five-fold that they seem to exclude those who disagree with them. Again, why do we have to be so divided? Why can't we recognize the giftings in others, regardless of our theology, and encourage one another in our walks and our ministries?
As I close out tonight, I want to encourage you to look at your life. Where has God gifted you? Are you using these gifts to build up the body? If not, what step can you take to exercise the gifts God has given you? I encourage you to find a place where you can work out your giftings. I know, from experience, that sitting on God's giftings in you will cause frustration, apathy, even a slow spiritual death. If you are unsure, ask a close friend, a mentor, a pastor, some one close enough to you that they can speak this truth to you. Seek out opportunities to use your gifts. Pray about them. Then, use them. Build up the body.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Spiritual Gifts, part 2--Love
As promised, I am going to begin a series of posts on spiritual gifts. I've held off doing this because I wanted to do it with a right heart. I'm glad I held off, because today's sermon gave me our first topic. I want to give credit where it is due, so "thank you" to Mike Nichols for your message on love today.
I want to discuss love because it is a very important part of understanding the topic of spiritual gifting. Love is the ONLY spiritual gift promised to every believer. The "love chapter", I Corinthians 13, falls in the middle of Paul's discussion on spiritual gifts. Why would Paul place a chapter on love in the middle of such a discussion?
Chapter 12 introduces us to the various manifestations of the Holy Spirit: words of wisdom, words of knowledge, faith, healing, miracles, prophecy, discernment, tongues, and interpretation; then tells us that we are all members of the same body, and that as such, our gifts are to be used for the edification of the Body of Christ--the Church. I think that verse 11 demands some attention here, and I will discuss this at a later date: "All these are empowered by one and the same Spirit, who appoints to each one individually as He wills." (ESV, emphasis mine) These outward gifts are given to individuals by the Holy Spirit; not everyone receives the same gifts. He (Paul) ends the chapter asking if everyone receives specific gifts. I'd like to address this, too, at a later date.
Chapter 14 discusses prophecy and tongues specifically, saying that prophecy is more beneficial to the church because it can be understood by everyone. More on this later.
So, we have the discussion on love between chapters on outward, active giftings. Why? Because if the outward gifts are not exercised in love, then they are worthless. Love is the only gift given to ALL believers. To understand this, we must turn to I John 4. Verses 7-8 and 16 read this way: "Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God because God is love...So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him." (ESV) So, we know that God is love. We also know that anyone who accepts Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior receives the Holy Spirit as a sign and seal. The Holy Spirit is God. Thus, anyone who accepts Christ receives God and His love. That's it. The gift of love, the "more excellent way" (I Cor. 12:30b), is given to all of us. This is not the "touchy-feely" physical love, or the love between friends and family. This is love that lasts forever, a covenant love that says "I will love always, no matter what happens, what you do or say"--agape love. But wait a minute, you say. Not everyone who has accepted Christ loves the same way or to the same extent. You may be correct, but love is like any other gift, physical or spiritual--it must be used. That requires action, a decision on the part of the recipient.
So my challenge is this: reflect on your actions this past day or week. How have you used the gift of love? How have you loved your neighbor? Your co-worker? Your spouse? Your children? Is God's love for you reflected in how you love others?
I want to discuss love because it is a very important part of understanding the topic of spiritual gifting. Love is the ONLY spiritual gift promised to every believer. The "love chapter", I Corinthians 13, falls in the middle of Paul's discussion on spiritual gifts. Why would Paul place a chapter on love in the middle of such a discussion?
Chapter 12 introduces us to the various manifestations of the Holy Spirit: words of wisdom, words of knowledge, faith, healing, miracles, prophecy, discernment, tongues, and interpretation; then tells us that we are all members of the same body, and that as such, our gifts are to be used for the edification of the Body of Christ--the Church. I think that verse 11 demands some attention here, and I will discuss this at a later date: "All these are empowered by one and the same Spirit, who appoints to each one individually as He wills." (ESV, emphasis mine) These outward gifts are given to individuals by the Holy Spirit; not everyone receives the same gifts. He (Paul) ends the chapter asking if everyone receives specific gifts. I'd like to address this, too, at a later date.
Chapter 14 discusses prophecy and tongues specifically, saying that prophecy is more beneficial to the church because it can be understood by everyone. More on this later.
So, we have the discussion on love between chapters on outward, active giftings. Why? Because if the outward gifts are not exercised in love, then they are worthless. Love is the only gift given to ALL believers. To understand this, we must turn to I John 4. Verses 7-8 and 16 read this way: "Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God because God is love...So we have come to know and to believe the love that God has for us. God is love, and whoever abides in love abides in God, and God abides in him." (ESV) So, we know that God is love. We also know that anyone who accepts Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior receives the Holy Spirit as a sign and seal. The Holy Spirit is God. Thus, anyone who accepts Christ receives God and His love. That's it. The gift of love, the "more excellent way" (I Cor. 12:30b), is given to all of us. This is not the "touchy-feely" physical love, or the love between friends and family. This is love that lasts forever, a covenant love that says "I will love always, no matter what happens, what you do or say"--agape love. But wait a minute, you say. Not everyone who has accepted Christ loves the same way or to the same extent. You may be correct, but love is like any other gift, physical or spiritual--it must be used. That requires action, a decision on the part of the recipient.
So my challenge is this: reflect on your actions this past day or week. How have you used the gift of love? How have you loved your neighbor? Your co-worker? Your spouse? Your children? Is God's love for you reflected in how you love others?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Outward Gifts, part 1
Today was the first day of school. The students were only in class for two hours, but what an interesting two hours! It was so bad, I considered staying home after lunch. Fortunately, God heard my cries and changed my heart throughout the afternoon. I was still pretty shaken when I dropped some info off at church. Our CLC and I are working on a simulcast the church is hosting, and I had some things on my flash for her. I intended on stopping by for half-an-hour or so...an hour and a half later, I left with lifted spirits and a humongous coffee mug that currently holds 4 cups of decaf.
While visited with Amy this afternoon, I had the opportunity to share part of my story with her, a wholly unintended, yet very welcome opportunity. I'd like for tonight's topic to be the outward gifts of the Holy Spirit, however I'm going to formulate what I want to say and include it later. I will lay out my story, the one I shared today, and share everytime I'm asked. Think what you will. Remember, I love feedback!
For the longest time, I was taught to believe that the "outward" gifts of the Spirit (tongues, prophecy, healing, etc.) were not for today's church, that they died with the apostles and that anyone who practiced them wasn't really following the Spirit. Then, I was taught they were good, but that not everyone received the same gifts. Later, I heard that anyone who did not practice a prayer language wasn't really filled with the Holy Spirit, and that the gospel wasn't really preached unless tongues followed. So, you see I have heard, and believed at some point, all ends of the spectrum. I will say this: I am a tongue-talking, hand-raising, dancing in the aisles girl. What do I believe now? I've written this before, but I'll say it again. We cannot put God in a box. We must not expect the Holy Spirit to work exactly the same way in each Christian's life. To do so limits who God is and how He can act. It divides the church. It separates brothers and sisters (physical and spiritual).
I'm not going into theology tonight. I'm not getting on a soapbox. I will go to the Word and study this. I will encourage you to do the same.
While visited with Amy this afternoon, I had the opportunity to share part of my story with her, a wholly unintended, yet very welcome opportunity. I'd like for tonight's topic to be the outward gifts of the Holy Spirit, however I'm going to formulate what I want to say and include it later. I will lay out my story, the one I shared today, and share everytime I'm asked. Think what you will. Remember, I love feedback!
For the longest time, I was taught to believe that the "outward" gifts of the Spirit (tongues, prophecy, healing, etc.) were not for today's church, that they died with the apostles and that anyone who practiced them wasn't really following the Spirit. Then, I was taught they were good, but that not everyone received the same gifts. Later, I heard that anyone who did not practice a prayer language wasn't really filled with the Holy Spirit, and that the gospel wasn't really preached unless tongues followed. So, you see I have heard, and believed at some point, all ends of the spectrum. I will say this: I am a tongue-talking, hand-raising, dancing in the aisles girl. What do I believe now? I've written this before, but I'll say it again. We cannot put God in a box. We must not expect the Holy Spirit to work exactly the same way in each Christian's life. To do so limits who God is and how He can act. It divides the church. It separates brothers and sisters (physical and spiritual).
I'm not going into theology tonight. I'm not getting on a soapbox. I will go to the Word and study this. I will encourage you to do the same.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Changes
New look, new content. I have decided to rename my blog and change its content. I realized that my original intent for this space and what it became were two, totally unrelated things. I want this to be a place where I can tell what God places on my heart as I live out this journey of faith we call life. Instead, it became a place where I vented my frustrations and ended up hurting people because I didn't reflect Christ in what I said and how I said it. For that, I have asked said persons for forgiveness, and have set out to return to that original intent. That being said, if I voice an opinion rather than fact, know that I do not mean to direct that opinion toward a single person or persons. I've learned that God has given us freedom to be individuals, and that means that we will disagree.
Thus, the topic for today is freedom. I have learned the past few weeks that God has created us individually, and that He loves for us to be individuals. I cannot, nor do I want to, think, act, and live like any one else. God has given me my own strengths, my own weaknesses, my own ability to think and act. For too long, I lived my life believing and thinking like someone else wanted me to, instead of taking everything to the Word and to God through prayer. As I have begun to realize my individuality as a Christian, I realize that I can love my brothers and sisters in the faith, whether or not we agree. I can stand beside and behind them in support, even if I think they are off in whatever area. I MUST do this for Christ wants us, His church, to be united. There is a song on the radio by Francesca Battistelli called "Free to Be Me". While it is far from my favorite, the last line of the chorus and the tag capture the essence of what I am trying to say: "I'm free to be me and you're free to be you."
As time goes on, hopefully, I want to discuss ideas, thoughts, and arguments that God places on my heart. If at any time this blog strays from that and begins to attack, please let me know. Lessons from life have taught me to take it to the source, not the target.
Thus, the topic for today is freedom. I have learned the past few weeks that God has created us individually, and that He loves for us to be individuals. I cannot, nor do I want to, think, act, and live like any one else. God has given me my own strengths, my own weaknesses, my own ability to think and act. For too long, I lived my life believing and thinking like someone else wanted me to, instead of taking everything to the Word and to God through prayer. As I have begun to realize my individuality as a Christian, I realize that I can love my brothers and sisters in the faith, whether or not we agree. I can stand beside and behind them in support, even if I think they are off in whatever area. I MUST do this for Christ wants us, His church, to be united. There is a song on the radio by Francesca Battistelli called "Free to Be Me". While it is far from my favorite, the last line of the chorus and the tag capture the essence of what I am trying to say: "I'm free to be me and you're free to be you."
As time goes on, hopefully, I want to discuss ideas, thoughts, and arguments that God places on my heart. If at any time this blog strays from that and begins to attack, please let me know. Lessons from life have taught me to take it to the source, not the target.
Friday, August 14, 2009
The Journey
This week, I have had the opportunity to work closely with our Community Life Coordinator, Amy. A forgotten appointment led to the provision from God for both of us. But before I go into that, I need to share what God has been showing me the past few weeks. I've really been searching for a place to "plug in"--somewhere where I could use the gifts, talents, and passions God has given me to advance His kingdom. I landed at Trinity, and through His hand plugged in almost right away. I have been doing a lot of thinking about past and present situations, lots of praying about what He wants for me, where He wants me to go. He has shown me, within the last month, that words and actions against me ten years ago have dictated what I've done. I didn't enter the "ministry" due to some bad experiences. I realize that some of the life-shaping things I've done since then have been of my own hand, but also see that many things were of His doing. For example, had I found a church to work in immediately following college, I would not have landed in a Spirit-filled church where I found a new family. I would not have met wonderful people to do life with. Anyway, as I look back on the last ten years, I realized that I could respond to God's revelation in two ways: I could wallow in self-pity and mourn ten years I can't replace, OR I could look back, see the "standing stones" in my life during that time, and rejoice that God has shown me these things. I can, and have, choose (chosen) to trust that He will replace those years, heal the wounds, and guide me where He wants me.
So, in that, I have been praying for more opportunities to experience what He wants for me. I have been praying for chances to exercise those gifts, etc. And, He has been faithful to answer. While not many people would consider re-formatting a training guide or planning a big event "fun," I have thoroughly enjoyed these opportunities (yes, even my eyes are crossed and my hands cramping from cutting and pasting for hours on end). And, He has renewed my interest and desire to work in the church. I'm not saying this is a certainty, and I don't think it will happen for several months, but at least I know that my education and giftings are welcome, even valued.
To those who feel like they aren't appreciated, like their personal ministries (whatever they look like) aren't valued--don't swallow the lie! You are impacting lives in ways you may never know. You may never get called up on stage, may never receive an earthly reward for your work, but God sees. Focus on Him, and His love and grace and blessing will follow.
So, in that, I have been praying for more opportunities to experience what He wants for me. I have been praying for chances to exercise those gifts, etc. And, He has been faithful to answer. While not many people would consider re-formatting a training guide or planning a big event "fun," I have thoroughly enjoyed these opportunities (yes, even my eyes are crossed and my hands cramping from cutting and pasting for hours on end). And, He has renewed my interest and desire to work in the church. I'm not saying this is a certainty, and I don't think it will happen for several months, but at least I know that my education and giftings are welcome, even valued.
To those who feel like they aren't appreciated, like their personal ministries (whatever they look like) aren't valued--don't swallow the lie! You are impacting lives in ways you may never know. You may never get called up on stage, may never receive an earthly reward for your work, but God sees. Focus on Him, and His love and grace and blessing will follow.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
New endeavors
Wow. Hadn't realized it's been six weeks since I last blogged. A few things have happened since then, so here goes. . .
I have made the decision that Trinity will be my church home permanently. This comes after two months of prayer and reflection. I have had the opportunity to become involved in two different ministries, both of which I have longed to practice since graduating from LCC--small groups and (believe it or not) soundboard. God opened the doors for these endeavors within a few weeks of attending Trinity, and He has blessed me in both areas. I'm finally excited about "church" again, and feel like God is pulling me out of the depression I've been in. I'm also excited about what He has for me next.
I'm also considering a career change, but am unsure about which direction God wants to take me in that arena. So, please pray for clarity and wisdom as I seek out the path He has laid for me.
One thing I've realized in the past few months is this: It doesn't matter what "church" looks like for you. As long as you are being fed the Word of God, with a focus on Christ and what He accomplished at Calvary, the style/mannner of your worship means nothing. For a long time, I had the mindset that denominational churches were lost (don't get me wrong, some are!), but I've realized the Truth is being preached in several churches in our area. We are united by the blood, but we look a lot different. Pride is often preached as an individual sin; unfortunately, pride prevails within our churches, too. I don't mean this as a personal attack on any one person/congregation, but I want it to serve as a call to watch. I've seen personal pride divide friendships, felt the pain of separation because people (myself included!) fall to pride. As a matter of fact, my own pride has caused division on more than one occassion. When we realize this pride, all we can do is ask forgiveness from God the Father and the one(s) who have been hurt. This is a hard task, but praise God that He has opened the door for forgiveness through the cross of Jesus Christ!
I have made the decision that Trinity will be my church home permanently. This comes after two months of prayer and reflection. I have had the opportunity to become involved in two different ministries, both of which I have longed to practice since graduating from LCC--small groups and (believe it or not) soundboard. God opened the doors for these endeavors within a few weeks of attending Trinity, and He has blessed me in both areas. I'm finally excited about "church" again, and feel like God is pulling me out of the depression I've been in. I'm also excited about what He has for me next.
I'm also considering a career change, but am unsure about which direction God wants to take me in that arena. So, please pray for clarity and wisdom as I seek out the path He has laid for me.
One thing I've realized in the past few months is this: It doesn't matter what "church" looks like for you. As long as you are being fed the Word of God, with a focus on Christ and what He accomplished at Calvary, the style/mannner of your worship means nothing. For a long time, I had the mindset that denominational churches were lost (don't get me wrong, some are!), but I've realized the Truth is being preached in several churches in our area. We are united by the blood, but we look a lot different. Pride is often preached as an individual sin; unfortunately, pride prevails within our churches, too. I don't mean this as a personal attack on any one person/congregation, but I want it to serve as a call to watch. I've seen personal pride divide friendships, felt the pain of separation because people (myself included!) fall to pride. As a matter of fact, my own pride has caused division on more than one occassion. When we realize this pride, all we can do is ask forgiveness from God the Father and the one(s) who have been hurt. This is a hard task, but praise God that He has opened the door for forgiveness through the cross of Jesus Christ!
Sunday, June 07, 2009
Impacting image
Today was a rather, and unexpected, emotional day. I always look forward to corporate worship--and today's service was pretty powerful. One of the songs we sang this morning was I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me. I have liked this song since before Mercy Me was on the radio all the time (thanks to a good friend). This was the first song I (as part of a team) danced to at Living Hope. Our pastor, Dave, loved this song, and it was played at his funeral. I used to cry every time I heard it after that, but haven't reacted that way in several years. Well, today, the buckets came. I don't know why, but I could hardly sing along. So, after church, I visited Living Hope for the first time since leaving. It was good to see everyone again, but I realized that I have transitioned to Trinity pretty well. This afternoon, I went to a funeral visitation to support the secretary at my school (her father passed away). After the visitation, I attened a graduation party for a girl I have watched grow up over the last eight years. It was hard to believe that she is old enough to graduate from high school. All in all, a pretty eventful day. But thinking about Dave this morning got me thinking about a lot of other things, too. Like how I really don't let people in. Like, the impact we have on those around us, whether we realize it or not. Am I having a positive, Christ-like impact on those I meet, or am I reflecting a poor image of Who He is? Through His grace, I know that I can reflect His true character.
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